Hey mom, yeah you know what you're not always the victim I hope you weren't convinced that was the truth.
Me getting help? Me going to group therapy? That's making progress.
You criticizing me and judging me for grieving still? That's erasing my progress.
It's none of your business how I grieve, you don't bother to ask me how I'm doing so if I want to go out and get help you have no right to stop me.
None of this is my fault and I resent every word you spit out that says I do.
I'm tired of hiding how I'm feeling, I can never truly move on unless I speak about how I'm feeling don't you fucking understand??
Watching your dad die is fucking traumatizing, seeing the paramedics unable to revive him? Watching them call the time of death, like it was some CSI t.v. show and you were waiting for the director to call cut?
I'm deeply affected by this, and you don't get it.
You can't make me happy, telling me to move on over my dad dying? Wtf is wrong with you like seriously? YOU'RE THE ONE THAT NEEDS HELP MORE THAN I DO, JFC.
Yeah you have problems you talk to your dead mom that's normal, you out of all people need the therapy. Don't you try and dare be like poor me feel bad for me, this isn't about you.
Missing one period of class a week isn't going to hurt me, I'm excused for this group. I DO have my head focused on my grades, if I didn't I would be fucking failing everything you dip shit.
You think I don't have my head already focused on applying to colleges?
You must be really stupid.
Of course I want to get out of here as soon as possible, why would I want to stay with someone like you.
Someone as destructive and ugly as you can never be loved.
Accusing me of being an alcoholic? I'd be blessed if I was a fucking alcoholic so I wouldn't have to be zoned into such a shitty life and maybe a car would hit me so I could be relieved of all this stress. HA
As if you would care. I blatantly told you it wouldn't matter if I was hurting, it wouldn't matter if I was dead and you skipped right over it and moved back to yourself. You're fucking unbelievable, I can't wait to get out of here and finally start my life without a toxic piece of shit like you around.
