Order 31 is here!!
PROMOTE D-STUDENT PRODUCTIONS EVERYWHERE.
Now I'm off to go to exactly that (-:
Later taters,
Serena

I feel like painting,
I feel like dancing,
I feel like loving,
I feel like laughing.

Dad

It broke my heart to lose you,
but you did not go alone.
A part of me went with you,
the day God took you home.
If tears could build a stairway
and heartaches make a lane,
I'd walk my way to heaven
and bring you back again.
In life I loved you Daddy,
and in death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place,
that no one could ever fill.

Though I'm agnostic and don't believe in the whole religion thing, one ponders if a God exists. I lost my father on January 2nd 2014. What a way to start off the new year huh? It's been a really rough week. Whenever I do things my mind isn't focused. It only results back to missing him. People tell me not to cry because he wouldn't want to see me sad. But if he was watching me, wouldn't he give me signs or signals? I haven't experienced anything yet... So when you hear that quote: "You never know how much a person means to you until they're gone." take it seriously. I thought it would be a long while until I had to lose my dad, but nope. He just left right then and there. There's guilt, regrets, memories, so much shit just rushing through my brain. I don't sleep well anymore. I don't eat normally. I can't rely on him anymore. It's not fair. Nothing's fair in life. Only got myself to rely on. 

I don't respect either of you, you're both shitty assholes. Any sort of emotional connection you thought we had is entirely lost, so stop trying to scramble and pick up the pieces because we're a broken family whether you like it or not.

By the way...
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Ever have days where you just feel so insignificant to the world? If you logically think about it, we're one galaxy out of millions in the universe. In our galaxy there are a bunch of planets, a shit ton of stars, and a bunch of asteroids/comets. And we're just one of those ridiculously huge planets. Most of us don't aim to be remembered, that's not our goal in life. (Well, not mine anyway. My goal in life is to find myself and to achieve utter happiness. Not one because I'm spending money, or eating something good. But a genuine form of happiness.) So what's the big deal with being remembered? In the end you die alone. You don't die with your friends. You don't die with your family. You don't die with your soulmate. You die alone. In your coffin. Laying alone. (or you burn alone if you dig that cremation shit) Sooner or later people are going to forget you. So why try so hard? Aren't you just wasting time that you could be using to actually live your life and do wild shit that YOU will remember? People are so focused in on impressing others that they become something they're entirely not. Jesus Christ turn off that television for fucks sake and try doodling, singing, painting, SOMETHING that YOU have done yourself. Don't look for the spoon of life to feed you something brilliant, because it's not coming.

to be honest, punk haircuts on chicks are pretty hot.